Focus.. I Must Focus

When I did my back up worship last Sunday, I was a bit apprehensive cos of my flu that left my voice cracking at certain times and the bout of cough that would leave me coughing non stop for seconds. Thank God when I was upstage, nothing of this sort happened... prayers works... I was actually concentrating on the rhythm of the tambourine and at certain songs, I was focusing on it so much that my mind wandered off worshiping God.. this should not be the way, I should be allowing my Holy Spirit to lead me and not to focus so much on myself...